Problems

My dad and I were going somewhere, and I got ready.  I just lay on my couch to take a quick nap.  It discouraged me from my excitement @ Karen Carpenter when he came and was like .. hello are we going .. not typical of him to do most times.

I know I got a message from Ellen when my camera turned off.. just to say I'm a nigger.  I just said something @ her that wasn't bad, like that I don't drink.

Now, my head feels empty but groggy.  My mom stopped in, too, after..  I dunnow what's wrong with my dad, he's just a fatboy.  That is to say, everyone is pushing me to him when we've had a reserved relation.  They want it to be like he's Ellen and I'm the fatty.  I dunno, don't think he needs to change and diet too much so that he's just skinny skinny.  I'm just saying, I am a propa woman, and they're like throwing pie in my face over my dad all the time.  He's not really "Fatty."  I feel like I'm up late or something.  I feel like I ate fat today, which I did.  I feel like a picture of my boy sibling.. I don't want it.  It's him like my dad!  No, I don't need my dad to justify my looks.  That's just an insult.  You didn't say something nice.  You just said he was fat now.  Go away.  You wanna "do it" with your own dad like that?  He's not to be in my life!  I had a fine life!  Well, don't be a dummy and think I won't talk to him or something, but he doesn't "have to be the 1."  What if we did this to you?  Ijust don't like it in that way.  I'm not gonna describe what way, but a way you did.