Well

Nite maybe now.. those pills made it so hard to sleep

The Point in the Matter

is Karen fasted several times but really was eating.  I think there's really more to this.

Killing Yourself

If I never went on a haywire fast and diet, I would have been able to sustain functioning in school, but it was that hard history course.  I had huge breakfasts.

So Sad

It seems Karen didn't live the life she wanted, maybe was hard to have an exciting life and focused more on her brother and music and found she liked other good things, too, like living a normal life.

Look at this.

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I know the Chinese look cute for the same reason anyone with a face and nose like that would.

Skinny

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You know I know that she isn't bony but isn't nourished enough..  There's a certain way the body sets, and I'd know being Chinese.

Are you afraid to leave me alone? and be nice to me..

Problems

So, Karen Carpenter probably was made to feel really good being born in 1950.  She really took away a beautiful body and person from this world while other people lived on and toiled this earth.

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I also think that people with older moms or who had moms who were more older than them are mad that I like her, too.

What -do- you do about something when you like it?  I will go and post online and not think that life is reserved for the alive, my dear.. only to find I am too late to life.

What do you think @..

..like my dad not wanting other people to affect me?  I'm certainly not his.  That's not really allowed.  I know he does get involved sometimes.

Question

Why do people joke around about how I'd feel about being picked up?  I said do it to a 15-year-old, then you "won't really do it."

I told you @ a dream that came, but they don't come now.

Also, I was actually wondering @ Ellen is she annoyed @ kids, she has to heave a sigh and then she smiles?

I leave stuff..

..worried someone will chose to break into my house and kill me.. or something.. and hoping younger generations can take what they find from me and fix their life, same with older peoples..

New Videos of Me Singing

on Facebook

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TV

If I'm up in 3 hours time Imma watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," maybe set an alarm, I'm depressed.

Pestered

Why do you like not saying anything?  Ginny made me uncomfortable @ my nose, and now I think it's coming to its end.  She's not in my life.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was really cool.

I loved the boy dancing on his crutches and doing gymnastics.  His mom cared for him very much, but he got rough and tough.  Good boy, though.

What else was there?  Oh, yes, the nice Irish guy playing Mr. Banks! from Mary Poppins.  I find him very nice in a British way.  A nice thing to notice in them.  They are shyer than Irish Americans.

People are so nervous and traditional, they wanna make sure no one gets away with being untraditional.

Since when did people care @ having finesse to others in delicate situations?

If my dad does something inappropriate that's uncool, I won't do it, too.

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I wonder if..

I wonder if Ellen knows she's not the only person who's "just human."

Children know which ^adults^ are popular..

So..

..now no one believes in doing something bad to make sure the thoughts don't get worse, like think of a word like shit and then stop thinking.

Did you ever feel no one wants you to reach a state of well-being?

Ew

Boar-like animals think you really want to physically mix with everyone.

Since I know the answer is no I'm gonna be a grump so leave me the hell alone.

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Well, sorry.

I didn't call Ellen anything outright.  Others, I was mad at my dad, but it was like as I was feeling the pain or something.  I don't do it, now.  It's too bad things ended up this crappy?

Annoying People

They all just want an excuse to be mean.

Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep insisting she's right to be mean to someone?  I didn't do anything, and she hurts me and my feelings if I'm mean.

Problems

Ellen DeGeneres is hands on and cares not for feelings- at times.  I find it rather.. disheartening.. I didn't do anything.  If someone is mean to me, I am mean back sometimes.  I never try to really hurt them.  Oh, yea, she wants me to feel guilty, and she's like oh it's too late - what is?  You made up what it is I do.  You mix the ideas and think I care about giving you guys some crazy contrapted message.

Let me get this straight.

I am pushed to be with Bethenny Frankel a talk show host, and the kids Peyton List doesn't say where in Florida she lived though Bella is shrugging me off.

Sorry

If you want an apology or something, sorry if I said anything that seemed a bit weird.

Race & Parents

Ellen isn't Chinese, so the world accepted her.  My parents seemed inhibited but not me.

Old Bone to Pick With You

I did not believe humans could live up to some robotic expectation of being "perfect" and I have beliefs that you have to curse if you find it funny when other people are on the spot, but I'll try not to lose my temper and take anger pills.

Dream

I don't remember much.  I probably had thoughs in my subconcious @ Karen Carpenter, again.. nothing wrong|funny @ that?  I remember being with my old friend in Florida.  She felt a little stimulated and a little silly.  I was like holding her in front of me, was told to or something.  I know it was like a trip.  There was probably this 1 big thing.  Maybe, it was like The Hobbit.  I don't even remember what I was like.