Saturday, December 14, 2013
More on Death
Growing up, I had to extinguish the constant uncomfortable feelings of assimilating oneself to Jesus, I came home in PreK thinking I'd die on the cross like Jesus.
If I had to rank ladies @ my dad's age..
1- Karen Carpenter (deceased, a little older)
2- Sharon Osbourne
3- Siw Inger
4- Frenchie from Grease
5- Olivia Newton-John (older..)
2- Sharon Osbourne
3- Siw Inger
4- Frenchie from Grease
5- Olivia Newton-John (older..)
My C.D. 3I
..I'm gonna record
13 Songs
Folk
1- The Ash Grove - Welsh
2- Simple Gifts - American
3- O Waly Waly - Irish
Classical|Opera (5 Songs)
4 - Fairest Isle
5 - I Attempt From Love's Sickness
6 - Die Forelle
7 - Gretchen Am Spinnrade
8 - Pres des Remparts de Seville - Carmen
Musical Theater
9 - Be Happy - The Little Prince
10 - Wouldn't it be Lovely - My Fair Lady
Pop
11 - The Tide is High https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/die-zeit-ist-reif-karaoke/id54626710 2?i=546267268
12 - Close to You
Movies
13 - Golden Afternoon - Alice in Wonderland (Original Disney Animation)
13 Songs
Folk
1- The Ash Grove - Welsh
2- Simple Gifts - American
3- O Waly Waly - Irish
Classical|Opera (5 Songs)
4 - Fairest Isle
5 - I Attempt From Love's Sickness
6 - Die Forelle
7 - Gretchen Am Spinnrade
8 - Pres des Remparts de Seville - Carmen
Musical Theater
9 - Be Happy - The Little Prince
10 - Wouldn't it be Lovely - My Fair Lady
Pop
11 - The Tide is High https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/die-zeit-ist-reif-karaoke/id54626710 2?i=546267268
12 - Close to You
Movies
13 - Golden Afternoon - Alice in Wonderland (Original Disney Animation)
So
What does Ellen think I need to fix @ how I look, or think in terms how would I need to look? I'm sorry you see my bristly hair. I don't wanna look like mucus.
Why do
people sort me as someone who's not cool like a Late Boomer? Like I'm a dork that needs to be opened up?
Problem
These experimenters won't be quiet. I was into Karen Carpenter, and I usually am into younger women, and now they are saying it's time for my aunt..
Problem
I'm tired of people treating me like an emotional + intellectual baby, sometimes. Sometimes, you just gotta lash out. I don't like speaking in code like they do, neither, it's not fun nor worth it.. :/
Hurt
My stomach area is still hurting from that person. Also, from dropping my food I feel full. I don't see why anyone would think this is here to teach me a lesson. I just had a few strawberries earlier then went to sleep.
Singing
Why do both Charlotte Church and Jackie Evancho sing so old and are sometimes so forward @ their singing? Most people hopefully aren't, mainly young singers. Don't you just sing and wait for people to judge you? I don't get told I'll make it, but people tell me I have a voice like an angel, same with Charlotte Church, hmph, Jackie Evancho is in the money. I do feel that people like them are trying to say "I'm not better" but we're essentially just different.
Message From Karen
I was singing "Wouldn't It Be Lovely" and at the end something, a sound, popped out in me. It was louder, too. It was like a little sack of string wrapped around something.
So..
..why keep making fun of me for not being a teen? I'm still a person. I'm an adult like you.
What's all the fuss, then?..
What's all the fuss, then?..
Well
Ellen, I've had people come up to me wanting to know @ their daughters and not me. Like, I'm not cool. I don't mean you should just give up. I thought things were supposed to work out. I think it's too late for me, and I think no one really finds that befitting to me. I will not give up anything to look like a teen.. :/ ..but I do wear junior clothes.
Let's reincantate people bringing them up from the dead.
1 - Audrey Hepburn
2 - Karen Carpenter (1949)
I'm serious.. Let's do it 1 by 1. These 2 people didn't die a death of violence. Sad to say, I've commited to this earth and do not know if before I would have to die would I solve anything, but it does work out. Well, they are so chased after may they rest in peace, these people. You know fasting makes you feel more. I don't know @ Audrey Hepburn. I think she was sad she didn't look as young as she aged. She was so skinny, too! I know if you don't eat you die! Like, if you lead an active life and are pushed, you'd just die! I told you I sensed magic while at school.. like the other world, but it didn't open up! At least, we are in touch with what it means to have all of who's existed having existed. We should look for things. People are not meant to die. I think science tells us this. I've heard of it. We have to evolve. I always feel this sense of safety myself, but sometimes I worry and sometimes worry @ others. I don't believe we are just science. I don't know why we're just made of atoms. Let's create a Karen Carpenter and from the novel "The Phantom of the Opera," with its many wonderful versions, Christine Daee. I heard the phantom was real. I'm into ghosts, too, and watch Ghost Adventures. It's something to think about on the side.
2 - Karen Carpenter (1949)
I'm serious.. Let's do it 1 by 1. These 2 people didn't die a death of violence. Sad to say, I've commited to this earth and do not know if before I would have to die would I solve anything, but it does work out. Well, they are so chased after may they rest in peace, these people. You know fasting makes you feel more. I don't know @ Audrey Hepburn. I think she was sad she didn't look as young as she aged. She was so skinny, too! I know if you don't eat you die! Like, if you lead an active life and are pushed, you'd just die! I told you I sensed magic while at school.. like the other world, but it didn't open up! At least, we are in touch with what it means to have all of who's existed having existed. We should look for things. People are not meant to die. I think science tells us this. I've heard of it. We have to evolve. I always feel this sense of safety myself, but sometimes I worry and sometimes worry @ others. I don't believe we are just science. I don't know why we're just made of atoms. Let's create a Karen Carpenter and from the novel "The Phantom of the Opera," with its many wonderful versions, Christine Daee. I heard the phantom was real. I'm into ghosts, too, and watch Ghost Adventures. It's something to think about on the side.
TV
I just watched Thursday's "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." That younger girl than me by just a few months was so cute. She's born in August. I liked seeing her hug Ellen at the end. She does singing like Bella, too, not just acting. I was set to be a performer. Since high school, so I'm not too late. I see all these other people made it, where I was very interesting.
It was rather cute, they stood being cozy.. Must be weird with someone like Ellen, to be on like that, I mean it's not like you'll see her at the Oscars in the audience. I'm glad she had such a good experience for herself.
I was gonna go watch "Ellen" but went back, retreated to my computer.
I really liked when the lady fell off dancing.
It was rather cute, they stood being cozy.. Must be weird with someone like Ellen, to be on like that, I mean it's not like you'll see her at the Oscars in the audience. I'm glad she had such a good experience for herself.
I was gonna go watch "Ellen" but went back, retreated to my computer.
I really liked when the lady fell off dancing.
YouTube Comment
link
You are a very good person like I was. I think if I compared ourselves, I'd say that you were a bit uptight, though overall it's fine.. I like some of what you learned better than what I did.
You are a very good person like I was. I think if I compared ourselves, I'd say that you were a bit uptight, though overall it's fine.. I like some of what you learned better than what I did.
Question
What do you think @ Ellen DeGeneres being trapped by her show and things?
She seems to want to keep track of her fans. I am trying to improve my life, but she seems to think we want to do it to give her more to think about. I'd like to change that. I believe in magic, and I wish the people talking to me would be talking @ that. I used to believe I am either older or younger and that we are all equals souls in age. We are all human children looking for our parents in heaven. We are all peers, girls and boys, and we experience love and probably even age difference.
She seems to want to keep track of her fans. I am trying to improve my life, but she seems to think we want to do it to give her more to think about. I'd like to change that. I believe in magic, and I wish the people talking to me would be talking @ that. I used to believe I am either older or younger and that we are all equals souls in age. We are all human children looking for our parents in heaven. We are all peers, girls and boys, and we experience love and probably even age difference.
Happy @ Yourself
Do you think it's racial hatred to tell a person your race is better? What if it's the same color?
Well, I'd like to know, too..
Well, I'd like to know, too..
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