Funny Things

Why does Ellen try to make me feel guilty @ what other people do?  Stop acting like I'm just a 1950 person.  Ya'll'll pay for this, obviously.  She's old enough to be my mom but instead thinks she's the cool teenager, showing off like I'm stupid and should die.

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Well, that's mean, and I catch things like that that others do.  She seemed nice, but she just called me a nigger.  I could tell by the way my camera turned off.  How do they code that in?  You think I'm worthless because I don't know how to do something like that?  It's too bad because it's important to know about things like that and they got me upset over its usage and will just use it against me.

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I dunno, I said what I said and I don't deserve to be punished.  I was upset and some bad words back hit, though they just popped up in my head as I lay down.  I felt so bad when my dad came in and I feel m..

I don't want Ellen to get out that I'm shit because I'm not my dad.  If she were her dad that'd mean something, wouldn't it?  You can't judge who I am by my parents.  I am not fat and I am not gay.  Nothing wrong with being fat, but you think I can't be skinnier because of my dad.  What's with all these twig girls?  You just think my fat is my dad, stop touching me!