Woke Up

You might think I really miss Karen Carpenter for what I got outta my dad being born in 1950, but I get more outta her dark hair and I guess eyes..  I don't know that I'd ever want my hair and eyes dark, actually.  However, I grew up most of my life with that kinda look.  I actually do like her for being in my dad's class a lot, but he has blue eyes and it's very different.  He just has a whole different kinda world provided.  It seems just as prominent.  I found.. oh I forget.  Oh, I found that I was able to understand why she died meant people could have prevented it.  I still beleive it could have been that she's really hiding like Amelia Earhart, but I mean it only makes sense for the same reason she would take her life to begin with.  Maybe, she wanted to get away from things.  I know she may have died like a martyr.  I do not really understand other than to be amazing.  I imagine that's when Jesus died, too.  It's just sad.  I do not get why just how in some ways.  Whatever is best for her, to rest in peace.  I don't really agree with it but respect her wishes.