Aw..

I got mad because Ellen found out me at home and like just sorta seemed to see it as just leaving it but really exerting a simply I found you out sorta attitude.  That's not very nice, and that's not the whole story.  I was told I complained a lot, but that was never right, see, I was just talking, when I still lived in Florida without having moved away.  I did say I didn't like the New Orleans area, just liked Florida, Pennsylvania.. probably NYC.  However, after living there, what came to me was I didn't need NYC.  I thought of it on my own.  What did you so condescendingly, you people, "find out" about me?  If I got really mad, I would imagine if I let go I'd imagine like a feeling of hitting someone.  Why pick on me like that when I didn't start it?  So, I decided to change and imagined myself shouting to go away..  Maybe, Ellen is jealous about my mom.  I just got that idea.  I figured that she wouldn't like me, to begin with.  My parents are not the same age, so I mean I kinda dislike the traits I had to keep of my dad's age because it seemed tacky and with my mom it's race, she's Chinese and tanned.