1 Thing's Gonna Have 2 Go

Ellen can't say that everything only come in big blocks where she wins in the end.  The answer to problems are often enough specific.  You can't just say neither yes nor no to some big, usual, concrete answer.  She may be under pressure, but we can't go along with it. I can hear her in the silence of the night as I post online and try to forget @ that.  Why does she want to be so nice but isn't in a certain way?  It kinda is harming me and my future.  Things like this always seem to work out this way.  I just kinda feel like spilling the beans.  Yes, I've been trying to find ways to lead a more active life.  I have blocks in my Disney pass during the heavy visiting.  Other things happened.  I'm stuck with being stuck.  I have to lose weight and had some troubles with recent recipes.  Our house is not packed with the tray station @ Subway with Dip'n'Dots on the side even.  I just cleaned my room and seem to get physical activity each day.  It's just not enough!  As to Ellen, I mean things can happen like that.  Hm, let me see if I've done this before, yes, but specifically.. well, what do you think @ going to choir twice a week?  I just rejoined @ the college mass.  I just feel like no one will talk to me about anything interesting.  I like the show, but it seems to get me in trouble.  I went to Lakeside and am on another pill my mom got me on.