So..

..there's a point in living.  I thought older people took care of posterity.

Do you think..

..someone nice and famous would be selfish to die or did she suspect something?

I know now he

I know how she died.  Her metabolism was pumped way up with all the food when she was at the hospital.

She could have..

..hid from society.

We can't all just die.  I know she had an excuse.

The End of the 80s Was Marked By

Karen Carpenter  :|

When people don't show..

..you learn to underestimate them.

Update

I starred off 2 songs on my website.  I -really- lost my voice.  I never said I -was- a good singer..  Everyone else says that when I sing.

The funny thing is..

..I -have- always liked singing.  I wanted experience badly. I had to do also gymnastics as a kid for exercise and later on piano to learn music.

Problem

My mom always comes in and stares at me with a sarcastic grin and like cuts in after ideas like she thinks I gave in.  I am not shit!  I am just as cute as someone with a dad 10 years younger.. my mom might be young.

Problem

Ellen wants to ultimately hurt me.

So, what is it now?

Age?  Popularity?

I found..

..my voice sounds too strained.  That means I have no voice.

I only got..

..1 chance to guess how to be good and that chance has fleeted away, though technically I was not bad..

Apparently

You need to be famous for Ellen to think you are worth something..

Should I care @ my parents?

Our relationship.

My dad thinks I'm stupid if I think I don't need to be punished just for walking in the kitchen.

It's bad enough..

..Karen Carpenter died.  How am I supposed to be happy, now?

Problem

What now, did you think @ my little brother, like having a fetish, literally??  Stop telling me everything I say is wrong.  Just forget it!  I'm just talking @ something.  You did something.

If..

..Ellen felt like a kid like me is also another thing.

Problem

Stop acting all iffy as if that's not how it is.  So what if I'm still a kid?  I'm living my lost life from high school and elementary school.  :|  Why don't you just stop being mean to me!