I was so upset last night that a Soapboxer was mean to me trying to make me feel bad about what I said @ Ellen .. that I didn't wanna have to watch her show each day not sure what her day really means .. and you get the picture, the picture I hope.
Something sad @ that is I never really pictured anything like it so much but year like I said.
Monday, December 30, 2013
Sunday, December 29, 2013
Religious Personality Types
(1) Devouted Lamb - Always pleasant and celestial.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
(2) Dangerous Devil - You are always onto people telling them they need to be punished.
(3) Messenger Dove - You let people know what's going on and what's not and always find a way to be safe afterwards.
(4) Innocent Child - To you life is important and you intend to grow into a perfect adult like Jesus and keep track of how you act like a saint.
(5) Divine Redeemer - You are a saint and live a life serving Christ and others.
Traits
(1) Shy
(2) Bossy or In Charge
(1) Concerned With Worldly Things
(2) Concerned With the Bible
(1) Believe in Human Consciousness
(2) Believe in Stupidity, That Humans Don't Care @ Human Life
(1) Believe in Having Fun
(2) Believe That Fun Was Never Meant to Come
I am a Devouted Lamb and a 2111.
What Happened.
.I thought a joke @ "Ginny's Daughter" and my mom and I went somewhere. She was mean the whole time and held in that she thought I misbehaved and instead planned trips for Christmas and this weekend that were not choice picks in this light.. My parents need to stop being in my life because before we moved to Orlando they weren't. I don't mean altogether literally, but they are really repulsive in how they treat me.
Ghost
I woke up really upset and I usually see clear ripples, but this time it was a big black ripple that went past my legs, and a few other things.
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Heard a Voice
I think it was a little voice of Karen Carpenter, by the garage door. I was laying on my sofa.
Ghosts
I had some chocolate from my brother with fruit and nuts, dark, and in the shower I saw 2 swirling little black things, also saw a ghost leave like this up north.
Question
Why has everyone been both so goody 2 shoes but mean to me since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? People gave me my personal space before. See, it's not right in their heart, IT'S NOT!
Dream 2
I think it was more @ people who are like 21 kid based.
I took off my headphones, and it sounded like Karen from afar.
Also, I stared at a blinking clock which seemed to stand still @ 10:00.
I took off my headphones, and it sounded like Karen from afar.
Also, I stared at a blinking clock which seemed to stand still @ 10:00.
Like My Mother
I was listening to me sing, and it felt like a series of noises and it didn't damage my hearing.
Woke Up
To use the bathroom.
So, in this dream, I think it was kinda creepy and like other worldly, not like Halloween themed, though. I think there were Carpenters as I thought there were a herd .. like filing outta life. Supposedly, we were looking for the main 1, in the form of the brother, like wrapped up as a mummy or maybe not, maybe boxed for something like there was otherwise cancer treatment. I was so anxioux @ never being talked to by the main 1 before even they left or died.
So, in this dream, I think it was kinda creepy and like other worldly, not like Halloween themed, though. I think there were Carpenters as I thought there were a herd .. like filing outta life. Supposedly, we were looking for the main 1, in the form of the brother, like wrapped up as a mummy or maybe not, maybe boxed for something like there was otherwise cancer treatment. I was so anxioux @ never being talked to by the main 1 before even they left or died.
Friday, December 27, 2013
The Perfect Family
There was a dude named Brian and a lady named Kerrie. They had a son named Eiffel and a younger daughter named Francie. They were English and Russian but lived in central California.
The Family's Portrait
Brian had light brown hair and blue eyes and stood in back with his wife. The son was a sportin' American. He had light brown hair and round, blue eyes. The young girl was with her mother, and she had .. oh, the mother was an attractive brunette.. The daughter had brown or green eyes (like I know about) and her hair was black or brown with a flash of light in it.
So, Francie had a friend she adored so much named Chloe. She was so happy to get a chance to hang.
Francie had another friend named Mammie, and they were like best friends.
Francie also babysitted a girl named Jackie.
1 day, Jackie fainted in Francie's lap, and she said oh somebody help! Help she got. Mamma picked her up comfortably and took her home.
There was a witch in town named Christina. She had curly black hair and brown eyes with some green in them. A guy named Pirelli was there, and the witch was already onto him. They exchanged gestures and revolved around and faced the crowd. She spoke of what lay beyond and offered her powers.
The Family's Portrait
Brian had light brown hair and blue eyes and stood in back with his wife. The son was a sportin' American. He had light brown hair and round, blue eyes. The young girl was with her mother, and she had .. oh, the mother was an attractive brunette.. The daughter had brown or green eyes (like I know about) and her hair was black or brown with a flash of light in it.
So, Francie had a friend she adored so much named Chloe. She was so happy to get a chance to hang.
Francie had another friend named Mammie, and they were like best friends.
Francie also babysitted a girl named Jackie.
1 day, Jackie fainted in Francie's lap, and she said oh somebody help! Help she got. Mamma picked her up comfortably and took her home.
There was a witch in town named Christina. She had curly black hair and brown eyes with some green in them. A guy named Pirelli was there, and the witch was already onto him. They exchanged gestures and revolved around and faced the crowd. She spoke of what lay beyond and offered her powers.
Interview
Sarah Brightman - as sweet as ever, hope for all the best for her, anyone else have a whim to wanna do something for her now?
If it's not right..
..for me to just talk @ what I don't want to talk @, what if you picked someone for something and it was all @ their shit? Like m.. them.
It seems selfish..
To want to meet Karen Carpenter. I mean, what if she died for a reason that was martyrlike, fearless as a Methodist?
More
I heard rapping from a place in the ceiling in a corner of machines in the garage, it seemed a bit louder|apparent. This was before, when I woke up before already and didn't say so.
lonely
studying Karen Carpenter bc she killed herself, she's been planning this fetish a long time, no offense
I'm getting the jist..
..though I wanted to forget @ it, Karen Carpenter's death still means something.
Thursday, December 26, 2013
TV
I saw "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" earlier this morning and thought it was so cool to see all those ladies! Martha Stewart and the 2 similar Julies. From last Wednesday.
Muusik Muuusik
Because of my sensitive hearing, I thought I heard low rapid knocks while I lay on my couch, like they were magic. If you really loved doing music seriously, it is probably possible that this could happen to you.
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Problem
Thanks, a lot, Tim Burton, I have to avoid being around my family. You're just setting it up that way. My mom'll randomly bring up insults from people. Are those real?? What is your big idea, whoever is doing any of this?
What'd everyone eat?
I had a deluxe burger @ an ICE exhibition, @ a hotel, and it said you could add bacon and mushrooms.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Hm
Ellen, look at those cute teens, young enough to be your kids! I hope you learn to fit in while they're still under 16!
Archetypes
I got that book. It has 12 types. 2013. By an intellectual but nice about 55 year old lady.
Now what?
I said I wasn't ruining my brother's having kids!! Why did you put that African American lady there and make me uncomfortable? That's rather sick.. She was jingling the whole time.. like it's okay and I saw a couple turn the corner and she didn't do it to them! ARGH I already said what I thought of Central Florida. Why is Ellen acting all melancholy about stuff? This is an example of why it's not fun to follow her, she only accepts certain people. Why would anyone treat me this way at all? I just had violent thoughts and knew she'd be nibbling at me, though it was really annoying. I was worried how long it was, just to stimulate me. What about Ellen, you're not gonna do anything to her? I'm sick of you guys and Twitter.
Monday, December 23, 2013
Sorry
Ellen if I was upset, but I am upset in general.. The whole town attacked me. Even on the phone. If you did it, why can't I be mad?
(last post late)
(last post late)
STOP
YOU RED BLOODED CRIMINALS STOP MAKING FUN OF ME WHEN I'M MAD - WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THE DISHES IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY
STOP IT
I can say something and not be told to say nothing. I just don't wanna think @ it. I have a life that involves sleeping.
I got the message across.
I got the message across.
Problem
Ellen, stop messing around with my little brother. I'm the 1 who's watchin' the show, now.
IN FACT SOMEONE DO SOMETHING FIX IT I ALREADY DON'T THINK ANYTHING JUST HAPPENED..
IN FACT SOMEONE DO SOMETHING FIX IT I ALREADY DON'T THINK ANYTHING JUST HAPPENED..
Inconvenient and "Unintelligent" or Just Not a Good Idea??
I walked home and there was an annoying African American girl jingling her dog in a hateful way all the way home. I think someone told her to do it in the experiment, like Ellen. She will be mother to my age, not 10 years younger only!! Anyway, Ellen, don't talk back, but my brother was offset ***ually because of you and his kids he's not sure of, he goes on a streak, and you all offset it cuz people are racist. My mom blames you. You can't do anything, you never listen, your show is painful to watch. You would listen to someone other than me, my mom, I see.. Well, I came home and like he wanted to exchange some idea with me and we weren't like "cool" or something. My house is not 1 of hate. Give my brother a chance, ya'll.. Why didn't he come home happy? A problem with the teachers? He never listens to me.
Also, my brotehr is slicing vegetables and he wanted to slice my brains in half so I can't dream now! YA'LL GET AWAY FROM ME I CAN DREAM IF I WANT YOU DID IT AFTER I KNEW @ A LADY WHO WAS EVEN OLDER THAN MY DAD TO SUGGEST ONLY I CAN'T ENJOY HER AND MAYBE DREAM @ HER
Also, my brotehr is slicing vegetables and he wanted to slice my brains in half so I can't dream now! YA'LL GET AWAY FROM ME I CAN DREAM IF I WANT YOU DID IT AFTER I KNEW @ A LADY WHO WAS EVEN OLDER THAN MY DAD TO SUGGEST ONLY I CAN'T ENJOY HER AND MAYBE DREAM @ HER
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